When I'm not breaking down I just can't get anything done. I want to blame lack of support from family but I guess I'm in the wrong for not knowing how to approach them first. I don't have the best relationship with them they never do what I'm doing they never about anything school related and that my whole life right now, all they do is sign permission slip. I do wish I could just sit down talk to them, do some art and craft together maybe...why does that seem like such an impossible dream to me? I always fell like I'm alone. I guess I do need some family support. I just don't know how.